Close To Me

I've waited hours for this 
i've made myself so sick 
i wish i'd stayed asleep today 
i never thought this day would end 
i never thought tonight could ever be 
this close to me 
just try to see in the dark 
just try to make it work 
to feel the fear before you're here 
i make the shapes come much too close 
i pull my eyes out 
hold my breath 
and wait until i shake 
but if i had your faith 
then i could make it safe and clean 
if only i was sure 
that my head on the door was just a dream 
i've waited hours for this 
i've made myself so sick 
i wish i'd stayed asleep today 
i never thought this day would end 
i never thought tonight could ever be 
this close to me 
but if i had your face 
i could make it safe and clean 
if only i was sure 
that my head on the door 
was a dream