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Figure 09

Nothing ever stops all these thoughts 
And the pain attached to them 
Sometimes I wonder why this is happening 
It's like nothing I can do 
Will distract me when 
I think of how I shot myself in the back again 
'Cause from the infinite words I could say 
I put all the pain you gave to me one display 
But didn't realize 
Instead of setting it free 
I took what I hated and made it a part of me 

(It never goes away) 

Hearing your name 
The memories come back again 
I remember when it started happening 
I'd see you in every thought I had and then 
The thoughts slowly found words 
Attached to them 
And I knew as they escaped away I was 
Committing myself to them 
And every day I 
Regret saying those things 
'Cause now I see 
That I took what I hated and made it a part of me 

(It never goes away) 

And now 
You've become a part of me 
You'll always be right here 
You've become a part of me 
You'll always be my fear 
I can't separate myself from 
What I've done 
I've given up a part of me 
I've let myself become you 

Get away from 
Me 
Gimme my space back 
You gotta just 
Go 
Everything comes down to memories of 
You 
I've kept it in but now I'm letting you 
Know 
I've let you go 
Get away from me 

I've let myself become you 
I've let myself become lost inside these 
Thoughts of you 
Giving up a part of me 
I've let myself become you